So this was an interesting day...
started off late...at 530 actually...
but umm...went to DQ where i saw Kristie Garret, good times at lunch with that chica
Then i headed to see Miss Jeanine's new car... Then was on my way to do some shopping.
Bought a couple shorts, and on my way out ran into Liz...good times with her in spanish,, we talked about what she missed on the last weeks of school, which wasnt anything going back for, except seeing me =]
ONce i left the mall, I got together with Lenore for some coffee and saw some unexpected person there...
Emily Turner, who i hadnt seen in like 3 years..woah!
was fun catching up with her, and with Lenore tehe
Afterwards.. Bonfire, and that was fun, got home late, and now im here..
but i couldnt help but think of the relationship between my dad and i.
After i couple weeks ago when i got into a huge fight with him, ive been uneasy..
i said a lot of things i didnt mean, and made him feel terrible, and secondly myself too.
but he made me see that i really do love him, that he tries really hard, and that he doesnt deserve how i treat him and where hes at, he deserves better.
I dont know how to tell him that because i cant muster the courage to tell him in person, and i think the next most personal way is maybe writing him a letter, i want to show him that i do care about him and that i do love him, otherwise i wouldnt be so uneasy...
he hasnt been the smartest person ever, but hes trying to make up for it and he gats an A+ for effort..
I feel really bad for him and wish things wouldve turned out better for him cause he deserves it... i just pray his luck turns around, and that he realizes that i do appreciate him and that despite his huge mess ups...he tries, and thats worth more than the mess ups...
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