Brownies, Willpower, and Jogging

Soo busy busy day...not really though
I finally came up with a workout plan and diet to go with it. Im doing something cause whining is only going to make my jaw muscles better, not my whole body. I hope it starts to work soon, and i start shedding off some weight so ican be healthier, but only time will tell. But more importantly i learned a valuable lesson today at church, i dont care for it much, but im sure i should use it, and could, when i realize it applies to me.

We learned at Manteno Church of the Nazarene about the story of jesus picking his disciples, and how the disciples put everything they were doing, left it, and followed christ.But he went on to say that it doesnt have to be something like a job, or an activity thats keeping you from following Jesus, it can be something like Arrogance, Pride, and stuff like that. and it blew me away cause i know people who shouldve listened to that. and changed from it.

Personally, i think i know how it applies to me, cause im not perfect. I think something that i should let go to better follow Jesus, is my love for the world, the world intrigues me, i love it..and its like what 99% of the bible is against. I mean i love Jesus dont get me wrong, but I still think if were supposed to love everyone, the 2 can coexist..but i see my error there too.. cause were supposed to love everyone, even the people of "the world" but not partake in its sins..but anyways...i also think i need to judge less...like a lot less....noticing hypocrisy in everything only makes me stay away from Jesus, but maybe thats what i want... according to John 3:16 ( cheap shot i know) i did my part and am going to heaven....but is that it? i personally think theres a catch, likw be good, heplp others, no drinking, cussing, love, 10 commandments and stuff...but i need some kin of pleasure, and at least i admit my fault unlike other people...i know im working through it, im finding alternatives to my sins, but i dont think God would condemn me to hell for sinning, because i took his Son into my life, and i believe in him. He extends grace,, and im not abusing of it, even though it sounds like it, but like he does, and he know i love him, so is there really anything else that matters?

We'll see as i keep praying...
Pray for those in the outvoted purgatory =]